老鼠(我)爱上了一头牛,我recentley告诉她——她现在在澳大利亚。我们有可能4 ?

自从我见到她的那一天(5年前)我知道,她是唯一一个对我来说(我觉得)。在那些年她在两个关系和我从来没有currage约她出去。她两年前搬到澳大利亚(找到一个伟大的工作)&只有那时我才意识到我失去了什么。我做了一个承诺去探望她,由于unforseable情况下违背了这一承诺,我是一个完整的——这devistated她,没有她我迷路了。我要去看她,已经买了我的票。我知道她爱我,因为当我们在彼此的感情都是电动的,她的心比赛,我们聊天在随机的想法。
她的新朋友认为我是一个坏家伙和她的老朋友告诉她不要相信我。我告诉她,我买了我的票,她的反应是,“我不回答。”Before I broke my promise she always smiled and couldn't wait for me to go see her but now she's standoffish. Eventhough I now that I'm going, I would like to have the opinions of complete strangers on this matter. What are the chances of her cheering up once I'm there? She has told me that she's not strong enough to do long distance - those are the same words I used last year - one year ago she said she would wait for me (for us). What is a Rat to do in his pursuit of this elusive Ox?

谢谢你！
老鼠