我出生在1965年(蛇),我的搭档了17年(牛)离开了我。我们仍然要吗?

我们在一起17年了。从来没有结过婚,只是同居。我们已经有起伏。很多试验,时刻当我们分手的时候,但是要发现自己再次进入彼此的生活。今年早些时候,他为另一个女人离开了我(我不知道她的动物符号)这是另一项试验我们吗?我应该放弃他吗?我们仍然意味着为对方吗?为他战斗,我们。还是放弃?今年我们应该结婚。 At the start of this year, on top of my problems with my partner, The trials come one after the other and pile up. From my health (HBP, dental, etc,.), my finacial, family and even with co-workers from time to time. What should I expect for the coming days, weeks, months? I've been so down and been having bad thoughs. Please answer. Thank you.